— I see them as almost two different things. Working with embodied memory is a new aspect of my practice, and comes from introducing methods such as walking as a methodology. It also comes from a slow move towards layering my own experiences as a researcher into the work – making them visible to a reader, but also to think about what happens to me physically when I’m researching, and how to show that. As a result, I’ve been focusing a lot on the physical, bodily function of image making. It’s a new consideration for me to consider myself as being embodied as a maker, putting myself – my body – into situations, and seeing what happens, what the experience is, and how it can be translated into image or sequence - and so I still don’t have an accurate description of the process. Of course it’s an imprecise method – nothing is quantifiable – which works in the context of my practice and what I am attempting to achieve. In teaching, I think about this in commercial settings as well, especially in the age of AI and digital image-making: what is it that we, as illustrators, bring to the table? One aspect is our physicality – the fact that when we’re making images, our bodies are involved in that process.
With difficult histories, the idea of (re)tracing has become central to my practice over the years – meaning drawing multiple versions of the same image – to distill it, as well as to emphasize the distortions that occur through this process. At the
‘Colouring in: The Past’ conference, Catherine Anyango Grünewald described drawing as being an act that can allow us to bring back voice and attention to a subject – particularly with regard to undervalued stories and histories – that drawing, in particular, can imbue a subject with a sense of importance, of value, and that the time spent by the maker on this process carries a weight. I am similarly interested in where I want to place attention, and give emphasis. When I look into difficult histories and spend time drawing them, I suppose I’m asking myself and my viewers to look again, and perhaps to look differently.